Saturday, June 30, 2007

Creature Quadruple Feature

They say death comes in threes.

Late this past winter my second cousin C died of cancer...then there was my cousin R on Wednesday...and I got to my parent's house today and was told that Babcia died this morning. She was in hospice care in a hospital and had slipped into a coma the night before.

My parents left for 10 days in Ireland about 20 minutes ago and I've got a big story I'm working on so I have that to focus on but honestly? Being all alone with all this to process sucks. I'm all for being a strong independent woman, and I am, but it's times like these I wish I had a husband and kids -- or a boyfriend -- or, geez, somebody.

What I do have are four wonderful little animals. Tess the Wonder Hound is here, as Dr. Moo is visiting her boyfriend (!). Then there's Chauncey the Wonder Corgi, my kitty, and Ethel, who came here from my Babcia's farm in Hampton Falls. I really do feel like animals can sense things -- Chauncey and Tess have been on me -- well, they're on me anyway -- they're needy -- but I'm glad to have them around. I sort of feel like I could use a good cry at some point but right now I need to get a birthday gift for a swell baby, and some groceries, and maybe something swell at Target.

Peace out.

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8 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh - I'm sorry Mcpolack. I spent today in the hospital with my grandmother so this loss for you feels close to me now. Your Babcia rocked this lifetime with her spirit so she will surely do so in her next journey...where ever she might be! To Babcia!!!!

5:17 PM, June 30, 2007

 
Blogger Unknown said...

I'm so sorry!!! I was hoping that your babcia was out of the woods, and would be here to dance some more for you.. I know how hard it is to lose your gram.. Awh.. I'm so sorry mcp!!

7:46 PM, June 30, 2007

 
Blogger McPolack said...

Thanks, guys...and ctale, I hope your gram is doing OK...

10:23 PM, June 30, 2007

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hang tough. i am so sorry for your loss. think of all the good times with babcia, underpants and all. my thoughts are with you and your family during these hard times.

10:34 PM, June 30, 2007

 
Blogger Gil Martinez, RGD said...

I am so sorry McP. Please let me know if I can help you get through this in any way. And cheer up... lots of people love you. You are not alone, even if you feel lonely.

3:24 PM, July 01, 2007

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

She sounds like she had a good, full life. No real comfort I know but in time this assurance becomes so.

3:44 PM, July 01, 2007

 
Blogger McPolack said...

You know, she really did have a great life...I just met with a woman who's been my mentor and guide for many, many years. We talked about it and I realized it was about as perfect a death as it could be -- I got to say goodbye to Babcia myself -- before she went. I had such a special relationship with her, one that went beyond the normal grandmother-granddaughter thing. I'm grateful to have had that. And when I was driving up here, before I knew she'd passed, I saw a heron flying way up high -- I really feel like that was her soul set free.

3:58 PM, July 01, 2007

 
Blogger Teri said...

oh honey. so sorry.

10:44 PM, July 01, 2007

 

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